Dinner Time

OK, so I decided to eat whatever I want for dinner tonight. I'm going with the plan of eating one meal a week of anything that I want it to be. So tonight I plan to eat whatever I want. hopefully tomorrow I will realize how bad it is and recover by eating well. I ordered pizza and will probably have some of my apple pie that I made yesterday. I've eaten healthy though all day, so hopefully tonight will be OK. I've drank a good amount of water today too. I plan to go to the gym in the morning. That's all for now.

Day 5

Good morning. Today I already drank one bottle of water. I am taking a break from the gym today. I would like to allow my body to rest. Tomorrow I will try to go, if I can make it there early enough before we have to be somewhere at 10:15...we shall see. Last night I ended up eating over 1800 calories! I don't know what came over me. Oh well. I don't feel awful, so that's good. I just really hope that I don't gain too much weight from the pregnancy, as I've already said a zillion times. I'm feeling a bit tired today. I didn't sleep very well last night. I think I drank so much water that I literally would go to the bathroom, lay down 5 minutes later have to get up to go to the bathroom again, I did this several times, oh so fun! I'm trying to figure out what to do this morning since we're not going to the gym. the house has already gotten messy from my cleaning it up the other day. I get so worn out from i getting messy so soon after I pick up. I should probably do some laundry this morning. I did the boys clothes yesterday, and my clothes really need to be washed! I suppose that's all for now. Wish Luke was around! I miss him immensely!!

Wow :)

I ate the most today that I've eaten this week. A total of 1576 calories. I hope that it doesn't make me gain a lot of weight since I ate more today. I certainly feel huge right now. Being pregnant magnifies my stomach when I've eaten. So, it feels like I'm really big. I guess I am, cause I am pregnant. I still don't quite look pregnant yet though. So, that kind of bother's me. I hate this phase where you just look like you have all this fat around your stomach, but you're actually pregnant, but no one can tell. I'm looking forward to when people can actually tell that I'm pregnant. I also hope that I don't gain too much weight at all! I'm nervous that all my healthy eating this week isn't even working, especially since I ate more today than I have all week. It was all mostly healthy food though. I guess I should just keep exercising and try hard not to obsess over if I ate too much or not. Since I am eating healthy, then it should be OK, right???? I suppose that's the end of my post, but not the end of my worry.

bloated again

why do i keep doing this to myself? What exactly is causing me to feel so bloated and stuffed? Is it too much fiber? Too much salt? maybe both. it certainly makes me look way more pregnant than I really am. anyway, i've drank around 6 bottles of water. I've had close to 1200 calories so far today. Although once again I feel like I've eaten waaaay more. that's where i'm at for now. Just glad I've been able to exercise again lately. It has been sooooo nice!

Mid day post

so far pretty good today. I'm feeling a bit tired, just overall with moving my body around. It feels quite big to move around. I'm only 17 weeks and already feeling quite big, so I suppose I'll feel ginormous by the end of the pregnancy. I have drank 4 bottles of water so far today :) :) :) I have had nearly 900 calories already today. I don't know what came over me, I just all of sudden decided to pig out. I still can eat up to 700 more calories today if I want to, so I'm not worried :) Well I think I'm gonna try to take my kids to the store, to buy them a movie. Hopefully we will get out of the store with just that, a movie, and nothing else!! Luke will be home in 15 days or less!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't WAIT!!! It's seriously taking waaaaaay too long!!!

4th Day

Today is the start of day 4. I weighed myself again. 143.4 I probably shouldn't weigh myself everyday, but I can't resist in the morning. I think though it would be better if I weighed myself once a week instead. My legs are fairly sore from doing lunges and other leg weights yesterday. I still need to come up with a routine though for my whole body with weights. We're heading to the gym in a few minutes. I need to stretch some. I think I might go look online to see if I can find and weight lifting routine for pregnant women. I drank my first bottle of water too already. I will be back on later :)

End of the day

So, I think I ended up drinking around 5 bottles of water today. Again, my stomach is feeling quite bloated. It's odd because supposedly I've only had 1176 calories today, but I honestly cannot eat more because I feel so bloated and gassy. I got to exercise today, I love it! I'm hoping to keep up with this!! Luke gets home so soon, but it's taking forever to get here!!! I wonder if I will look halfway decent by the time he gets here. I'm guessing there's not enough time to look really good, but we shall see.

well I guess that's about all for now. I wonder if my belly will ever recover from feeling super gassy and bloated and if I'll feel hungry at all?